Million reasons

You gave me a millions reasons to stay,

But a million more for me to walk away.

I took a chance for you to change,

I threw you the keys to lock me in your cage.

I ran away, I set myself free, it wasn’t meant to be.

I see now, you never loved me, for me.

Look at the bigger picture, you kept me as your toy,

How was so I so blind to willingly fall, in the arms of such a boy.

I ignored the signs,

I knew they were there,

I didn’t care,

That your love wasn’t fair.

Deep down, you are good and kind.

Where is that man,

In himself , he needs to find.

Head up

You do realise, you deserve so much more. Why you turn up at his door, his words are like yeah right sure, what you even love him for?

I see you crying girl, head up high, you deserve the world. Twirl that curl, don’t be shy, man just fuck that guy! Not literally, I mean leave him far behind don’t give him the chance to lie 😉

One day you’ll  be crowned, the finest queen that rules the town, your strength you found all because you said bye bye clown!

You had to learn, you felt that pain, so you would love yourself and earn and gain, all that power, when he hear your name. No one else will be the same, you’re irreplaceable and not his to claim.

No one for that matter, you own yourself and you can’t be tamed, for loving yourself you can’t be blamed. It’s the only way to keep evil away. You are not a game so don’t let them play.


My angel

I hear my Poppa voice, shit that’s just my intuition. I wanna do my own thing, not the old family tradition. Be real, I’m in the state of suspicion.

I told you about crashing my style, I wouldn’t be the lady I am it you weren’t making me smile . Take some time poppet, you need to calm down, while you’re at it, fix up your frown.

Hey so look, what’s up what’s up, gonna do what I said I wouldn’t do. Shake baby shake off the tears, keep on going, these are your learning years. You’re only human, humans have fears. Seems like yesterday, I was with you, crafting those beers, and I hope in the future, we get to say cheers. I’m saying what’s up with it, talking bout this power shit and how hard your loss hit, but knowing you, that’s the best bit.

Who gave me all the fools, to go destroy myself, I keep that shit on the shelf. Without you in my mind, I never would have dealt. I think that you’re amazing, you will always make my heart melt and most importantly, your love will always be felt.

Family is everything

Poppa the good man, those were the years. Built strong and tough, time to wipe off the tears. The meaning of love, he spoke thereof. His intelligence and wisdom, woke the honour system. This honourable man, we need more of. We will never forget, always thought of. Together let’s play darts, let’s say cheers, it seems like only yesterday he was crafting all those beers.

Grandy is an angel, she comes from the heavens, and her existence falls from the heavenly essence. She prays for you, he and she. Cares for all, answers for thee. Life becomes good for her presence is special. Heal you she could, so precious so careful. A name so supreme, a blessed bloodstream. Treated like a Queen, the name is Josephine.

Along cane my Mummy and for that I am lucky. She cares so much and she’s far too funny. The softest touch I wouldn’t give up, for love nor money. A mother I love , for her big heart and precious soul. I hate being apart, without you I am not whole. I love you and I miss you, thank you for everything. I want to hug you and kiss you, I would do anything to feel the joy you bring and I really love it when to me, you sing.

Dear dishonest man xx

Help me put my heart to rest. Pick up the courage and be an honest man. For that I will have respect and cause you no harm. The damage was done now say a silent prayer. Forgiveness for the sins, God knows what you did.

For you it’s the ultimate test and you will be blessed but not if what you promised makes you a dishonest man. For what you have wrecked, my precious soul, a perfect charm. This can’t be undone, nor pain nor despair. Neither one of us wins, but the power of christ knows where you secrets are hid. That’s why I say, good luck to you kid.